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as i walk alone in the cold rain,
my mind drifted away to the past.
to what we used to be
to the secrets we used to share.
how i wish you were here with me,
sharing the umbrella
in this lonely yet cold night.
whispering sweet nothings in my ear
i miss you so much.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
this few weeks,i really donno wad's wrong wif baybee.maybe i am thinking too much, being too sensitive.but ur temper is really becoming worse.am i suppose to live wif it? i really donno wad u want? i am so lost. i tried to communicate wif u, but it just don work, after we talk abt it, things were better for a short period of time. and after that, the next day, u're still e same! i am tired, i really don wish to say this, i know i gave u alot of problem, and is hard for u.but understanding u is hard for me too. i donno wad u wan, u don express urself, u don talk to me, everyday is e same, nth to say to me. sometime i stop and think, where are we heading? is there even a path? or is all just a lie, we're just going in circles? i really donno, deep down in me, i just wan to be wif u, but is this euff for us to walk through this path together? or maybe i am e only person leading this relationship? i really donno, i am lost. recently u also keep on saying break up, i know u're tired but break up does not solve anything, and y u so easily just say break, when i learnt hw to cherish u,wanting u. izzit all too late? when i start loving u, u start to give up and resign to fate that our characters crush, we don't suit one and another,more and more break ups from u.more and more weeks of u being sian when u go out wif me? i really donno wad's going on? do u even care hw i feel? even when i cry, don u feel anything? are u really tt numb? even thought i know u can deal wif pain, but i am ur love 1! y u don do anything, and just wait for thing to happen? do u even take a min to think abt us? wad exactly is going on down here? why all this things are happening? so many questions, but i have no answer to it? because i am not e only person in this relationship.i cant handle it alone. i donno wad to do,i feel tt we're drifting apart,i don understand u. i really donno where we are heading,our promise of having an enjoyable relationship?? where did it all go................
