[#o1] Do not rip anything off
[#o2] Whats here remains here
[#o3] Tag before you leave
[#o4] The owner shall not be liable for its content
[#o5] No vulgarities
[#o6] Leave if you're unhappy
[#o7] To navigate, click on the words on the left
as i walk alone in the cold rain,
my mind drifted away to the past.
to what we used to be
to the secrets we used to share.
how i wish you were here with me,
sharing the umbrella
in this lonely yet cold night.
whispering sweet nothings in my ear
i miss you so much.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
CRAP! BULLSHIT! NAIVE! MY WISHFUL THINKING! always though thing were going fine, but it all just my WISHFUL THINKING at the end of the day. i donno why thing always go this way. i donno wad u are thinking. and i am damn fking tired of it. i changed, u changed, but y!everything still e same!does e problem lies wif u or wif me? i really donno! i damn tired of this. even today i go wif my fren u ask so much. i feel like a criminal. even if there was a change of plan, i didnt reborn my hair, u also not happy. not like i didnt explain to u why. cos i didnt have time! and i don1 u to be unhappy. so i didnt reborn my hair, cos i wont go home late. and u wont unhappy! like tis think for u also wrong. why u must keep bringing up abt the past. past also past already. is wad i do now, that matters in the future. u cant let go of the past, keep on unhappy! i don feel good at all!totally not! i feel damn fking useless! my bf unhappy i cant even do anything tt will cheer him up! no matter wad i do, wad i say, we're just going round in circles. no matter hw hard we try. maybe we're just not meant to be. don keep on telling me u feel insecure. is u are the 1 who keep on making urself feel that way. u don1 me go out single dates, i didnt already, nw group outing also cant??? and don need to ask me whether i agree to break. just do wadever u want, wadever decision u make, just tell me. u wan u leave, i wont stop. i will face all the emotions myself.
