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as i walk alone in the cold rain,
my mind drifted away to the past.
to what we used to be
to the secrets we used to share.
how i wish you were here with me,
sharing the umbrella
in this lonely yet cold night.
whispering sweet nothings in my ear
i miss you so much.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
super unhappy... moody... depressed... miserable.... heavy-hearted... ill-fated... gloomy... pessimistic...
haix feeling so down... this wk was the worse wk ever... cos of his mum... haix no matter hw hard u try... things still don work out between his mum and me... so sickening... and he was really down... because i suggested to him that... maybe he shld find a better gal... who wont gif him prob... can take care of herself... forever making him happy... and lastly his mum like her... and he was really very demoralised... and told me... why i try so hard and at e end of the day... u ask me find some1 else... why cant u say u will be the suitable person in my life... den i was like ehhh i said maybe only... i was suggesting... den he almost brk again... cos he was so down tt i said tt... and tot i really want it so badly... the wanting of him being wif some1 better...
haix i'm really damn sad, gloomy everything negative... his mum, him, my parents, my frens, ppl around me... everything seems to be crushing... nt going the rite way... and it don feel good... i donno why... i cant stop crying... even when i was wif u today, but we didnt even have any personal time tgt... i need a hug badly... i want to feel that i'm wanted... haix...if time could just stop... and take all e negative things away... it will be damn wonderful... or staying in a place wif nobody i know... nobody to judge me... haix i'm tired... and i know u're tired too
i found this meaningful... Proof that you loved that person Can it be helped that the wound of losing that person hurts you greatly? Are tears streaming from the wound instead of blood? This unrelenting pain is probably eating you away inside. The cry of pain has probably become a wail.
As long as you are you, you will have this pain in your heart. However, and this is important, in time you can get accustomed to this pain. This pain is proof that you are you. This pain is proof that you loved that person. Accept the pain as pain, and live through it.
Of course, you need not follow after your loved one to prove the depth of your love. The proof is in your heart.
